Random

I feel so random, just so random to post this. Ask me not for the reason why, coz I myself am unsure. I'm feeling close to 100% emotional -- emo Elmo (is there such a name like that?). Maybe I can do my part to list out a few reasons?

Job hunting -- It SUX! I am sooooo sick of it. Filling up the online application forms with my particulars for 10 million times. Attaching my resumes, sending emails, and getting no response at all at times. I really wonder what occupation I would like to have. No simplest idea. *help!!*

Job interviews -- Boring, demoralising, stressful, scary. These are adjectives one can use to describe job interviews. I hate to say, it's not the process, but the people at times. Just super duper dull, and asking all sorts of "You-know-I-cannot-answer-them" questions. I got myself prepared, dolled up, travelled that extra mile, only to get tekan. *WTH*

Friends -- Not that they are irritating or uninteresting or detestable. Just that I am really tied down with family issues and work, that I feel the drift. I miss those girls. Miss hanging around, even just for a meal. No time to email, SMS or etc. In fact, I seem to be keeping in touch with no one except for my Dad, Mom, Sis and Bro. *zzz*

Finances -- Though I major in Accountancy, the factor that contributes to the bulk of my emo-ness is the lack of Vitamin M. No job simply equates no money. And the most ironic thing is, I can still survive a whole good few months. Wow, I'm really amazed. *Cai Shen, please bor bi me got money lots lots!*

And probably, the other one reason that leads to emo-ness is me, myself and I. *haiz*